I have been wandering off a lot lately
Got stuck inside the oblivion of thoughts.
I am trying to reach out for something
Which I haven’t yet imagined about.
Complex, frustrated, crazy, confused –
Is what they call me.
I simply pay no heed and walk on.
But inside me, deep inside, there is something,
That I myself have not been able to understand,
That am desperately trying to.
Words hate me, time has left me.
Am all struggling to get out (in the world),
But for what? I ask.
"All I want is a little understanding" – says my stupid heart.
And I lie back to fall sleep
And let this
Disturbed mind calm down.
And after all these, someone will come and state –
"You and your addled mind."
But that’s just me. Like it or not.